autumn is here, and it still feels like summer, days are remaining hot and sunny. just how i like it.
enjoying one fruity day after another, sharing eating yummy durians, sultana grapes, bananas, tomatoes and lebanese cucumbers, hot chilies, and Mango only tasty avos, drinking orange pineapple banana smoothies, green grape juice, mango orange smoothies, all fresh and raw.
me and mango are busy and days are passing by very fast. i am enjoying writing in the czech language, it is such a breeze compared to english, where i have to watch more closely at what i am doing, and even then i make a lot of mistakes, and i am lucky that i have my sweet Mango to help me with their corrections and that is the way i am learning to master the english language and it also helps me to let go if i am not sure while writing, and look in to it with him, it saves me a lot of time and i can write in a better flow. yeah, the czech language is very easy for me, i do not have to wonder about grammar or spelling it all just comes up/out naturally. i've hardly written anything in czech for many years now, and only lately i've been feeling the need/want for it. well, now i am doing it and it feels like i've found a new exciting skill, but i already master it.
i also returned to the czech vitarian.cz forum with a fair few raw food enthusiasts on their way to where ever they would like to be with their eating habits. i was happy see that i was welcomed back with joy and appreciation by many, especially by those who believe in raw fresh fruit and are each on their individual unique path to get there. they are some old and some new raw fruit and raw food earthlings happy to see me. it took me by surprise and it filled me with a lot of joy. and my czech fruity blog is already well visited. it is awesome to see such a big interest from such a small country.
lately i had very strong feelings that i may go this year to visit my family and friends in the czech republic, and i was pushing it away thinking to myself why do i feel this way? it is a bit early to go. but as time went the feelings were getting stronger and i stopped pushing it away and i began looking for reasons as to why i should go... and i had a few reasons in no time, so soon after i thought it may be a bit expensive to go and mango may not like the idea for whatever reason as well... and so yesterday i decided to tell him all about it and see what he thinks. he said: "if you feel like going, then go for it". so i felt relieved that there is no obstacles and i finally decided to go.
so i mentioned it on vitarian.cz forum and we are already organising with a few girls a durian get together. let's see what will happen.
i am happy i've begun to write more and read less, just as i wanted.
the healing sensations are still with me, but they don't come so often.
me and mango we are enjoying sharing our life together more and more as time goes by. i am going to miss him when i go overseas, but returning back to him is going to be very exciting and beautiful. we will keep in touch by phone and net.
and after a year or two i am back in to bananas, i crave them and eat them, at times 5-7 for a meal, or 2 soon after another fruit meal.
almost daily and it is always exciting like a brand new durian experience for us.
life is beautiful
juicy langsat creamy druitan and little me in the mirror... sweet fruit feast accompanied by sweet Mango who is close by. thailand holidays 2006
i am on top of the world :)